Recover?

Depression?


Before?


Now?


Always?


or Seldom?



Maybe since my secondary school life. I also know it. Just never say to others even my family or friends. No even one. Just myself. Sometimes, I feel lonely easily.

Friends always say I'm emo. Maybe~ Haha~ In primary school, erm... I thought I'm not emo... It should be called quiet? At least that was what I think. I was quite happy those time even during UPSR preparation. Cause my friendship was pure... All of us were simple... Just friends, just a play companion... Well, we can't go back. It had passed. Just accept it.

As a conclusion for my primary school's life was happy, simple, and no worry.

Secondary school's life? Maybe still pure, but it had been added with many things. Not only friendship. Many mistrust... Just because of the word - TRUST. What does it actually mean? Whatever we also can share among us? Problems? Funny things? Secrets? I remember I told a friend before, secret can be divided into two: one can be shared among friends; one is kept under the depth of our heart. I just can say what you know is what I can tell you. It has over my limit. I only left some unspeakable secret in my heart. Cause I think those are mine. Can't be shared with anyone. That's all. Maybe one day in future I'll tell you but not now. Cause it hasn't over or solved. So it's not the matter of TRUST or not.

As a conclusion for my secondary school's life till now, do you think I can be simple again?

Depression starts coming to me. Those days were hard to go. But finally, I've solve it myself. Hope it's really over...




I wanna be happy always;
I wanna keep on smiling.
Those I want are just simple.
But,
can I do that?



Happy ya~ This is a promise o~ ^^